Confusion, self-pity, cowardice Immersed in icy, hostile memories Wicked, dishonest, selfish choices Suffocating victim mentality Drowning in the sea of hopelessness Reeling from the enemy’s cruel taunts Accepting as truth his vicious lies Believing weakness, loser defines me Grayness forever colors my world No escape, no relief, no hope, nothing Devastated, lost, no where to …