Confusion, self-pity, cowardice
Immersed in icy, hostile memories
Wicked, dishonest, selfish choices
Suffocating victim mentality
Drowning in the sea of hopelessness
Reeling from the enemy’s cruel taunts
Accepting as truth his vicious lies
Believing weakness, loser defines me
Grayness forever colors my world
No escape, no relief, no hope, nothing
Devastated, lost, no where to turn
The abyss beckons me to surrender
Promising liberation, freedom
Escape from prolonged, unbearable pain
Suddenly, snatched from my living hell
A faint whisper of possibility
Slowly bubbles up within my soul
Promises of a brighter tomorrow
Glimmers of confidence, strength, courage, hope
Overcome shyness, weakness, fear, despair
Falling to my knees, arms lifted high
Heavenly Papa has rescued my soul
Faithfully watching over His child
Never will Papa forsake or leave me
Eternally thankful I am His
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